In The Shadow Of War

It was a cold night, I felt my body frozen like ice, my eyes were blinded by the white light around the sky, so I could not see anything. I stayed in a small shelter in the middle of the village. It was not so good but it is better than I stayed outside. Rain was still hard outside, hold me to move from this shelter and continue my adventure. I heard the voice, it seem a tanks or military truck voice. I was so curios, I hope that was not military truck or tanks because I was on escape to den hag  (Netherlands ) and if the Serbian soldiers  found me, they will kill me, because I was an ex  commander in Bosnian army, and I was absolutely sure they had swept around Bosnia to find me. Slowly I could see it shape even though it still unclear, suddenly I was suppressed by the gun voiced, Bang, bang, bang, my heart like stopped, I could not believe, if the Serbian soldiers could reach this small village. I had no option unless escape, before they knew if the most wanted man was here. I checked my rest cartridge, ohh, thankfully I still had enough cartridge to protect my self, even though I felt exhausted and weak in my body. There was no surrender, as hard as possible I would keep this black box saved. it was very important the black box was contained an important secret of Serbian government including the photo of Slobodan Milosevic with his bitch, the black box was still with me I stole it from the secret  room in a presidential palace. At that time I was interrogated and jailed  by the Serbian soldier, but I could escaped and stole millosevic`s top secret document. According to plan I would bring this black box to international court in Den hag ( Netherlands ) as an evidence for criminal activity and ethnic cleansing which did by Milosevic. Now the convoy were heading to my shelter, i had to get escape quickly, I opened the door slowly, so the Serbian soldiers did not know if I was there, I had succeed to go out without the voice, but it was not over yet another obstacle had waited. Oh no!! they found me, a light from the truck`s lamp blinded my eyes, I ran quickly and they started to open a fire. Ouch, One of  the body hit my arm, but I still strong to kept running, the Serbian soldiers still shouting at me, but I don`t care. The cross door blocked my way because there will be a train crossed soon. Oh, no I looked  behind me the Serbian`s  tank pointed his cannon to me. as quick as possible i tried to find a cover. thankfully it was not hit me, because i could escape quickly, but the train was hit ad had horrified damaged. i saw their commander angry and scream, " find him,,find him,,you fuck`n idiot " . i realized that it was a good time  for me to escape from those monsters. suddenly there was a car stooped behind me and it almost hit me  somebody got of from that car and asked my name. he said that he knew me, so he asked me to got on the car with him. there was no talk between us. the only word that he said just, " my boss had been waiting for you ". i asked him who is your boss, but he did not answer my question. i just trying to keep cool, until we reach on the beautiful place like a king`s palace. i still wondering who is that guy? and why he asked me to met with his boss?, and who is his boss, does his boss know that i kept the top Serbian leader`s secret?  i hope no!!, suddenly there were two soldiers came to me, i was very happy, because they were not Serbian soldier, but they asked me to close my eyes, they said it was for my safety. slowly i opened my eyes, i looked around, and my hearth was still wondering where was i??. there were two guys  came to me and asked about my identity.

guy 1  :    are you L.t  Edin Muslimovic,
Me     :  yes
guy 2  : are you the commander of Bosnian special force
Me     : yes, but not anymore
guy 1  : intelligence told me that you hold, the secret of Slobodan Milosevic 
Me     : No..I don`t Understand what you mean.. ( i have to keep that secret and give it to the right  men  )
guy 2  : don`t be stupid Edin !!
me      : I don`t know you..and i will not tell that secret to any body
guy 1  : I`m Jack Miler CIA that is my friend Thomas from U.N.H.C.R
guy 2  : that black box is the key. to capture Milosevic alive or dead, you shall give that to us.
me      : i don`t trust anybody i will keep it by my self

Guy 1 : well we offer you two option, first give the black box to us and we will take you den hag, and   you can save your family from the Serbian soldier. And the second, you take that black box to  den hag by your self but you will see, how brutal the Serbian soldier will kill your family.

Me         : they don`t know my family !!

Guy 2    : yes they did.

Guy 1    : perhaps you must see this video.

Me         : No….. Lena..Adrian …don`t kill them they got nothing with this problem

Guy 1    : I don`t kill your family but Slobodan may be does..

Guy        : it`s time to make your mind Edin..

Me         : I will not !

Guy 1    : what ever its your decision to kill yor family not us..

God damn Slobodan had collaborate with this fuck`n CIA, I was betrayed. No longer after those two guys left me there was someone came to me,, and called me L.T . I did not recognized him but, he gave me his  name, and I knew that he was my  ex friend Bosnian Military Academy.  He told me due to of war  he worked as a gardener in this place, he lost his rank in Military, he told me that it was Slobodan`s palace and those guys were not CIA and UNHCR they just Slobodan`s men. It was the right time to give that black box to him because we are Bosnian, and he is a Moslem too.  Suddenly before I gave that Box to him, he was shoot and killed by the Serbian Army. I tried to escape but , sniper shouted right in my arm my blood ran, I could not keep moving , but before I dead  I threw that black box to the river wishing that somebody would find it and give it to international court. I still could see those monsters  laughing, because they had killed the most dangerous men in Bosnia. Maybe I was failed to keep that box, but at least I tried and fought till the end of my life, and I hope somebody will give that box to international court,!!

Two months after that tragedy, a fishermen found that box in somewhere near Italian coast, and finally that box was sent o U.N based for observation latter would be taken to the court..